Emotions

Things didn't go well like I had planned. And I am gonna be moody for the rest of the week since I started my week in somnolence.

It's not that I am a negative person or sonething, its just im so exhauusted and stressed out with things thats happening in my life. Its more to give up thing you know, yes i'm giving up right now.

I just can't pretend to be okay anymore. I just can't be strong, i'm sick and tired of caring way too much of other people when they somehow don't do the same thing back.

Can everything just be easy like its used to be?

Official

I am officially writing for The Voice! Well I am excited, but later on after publishing my introductory post there, somehow I feel blank inside. Like seriously, what am I gonna post there?

Makeup?

Stardoll-Fashion tips?

Stardoll history?

Well those ideas seem boring for me, I need something new and fresh and entertaining very fast! I don't wanna be just a hyper-excited doll who thought that she's better than everybody else, when the truth is what she wrote is really nothing compared to others.

Since majority of the readers there are non-superstars, I am squeezing my creative juices out soo hard to find new ideas, but nothing came out so far. We'll see in couple more days whether I can pull out something or not, if not I'm sort of doomed.

Whatever it is, YAAAY I am now officially a blog writer, I am sooo excited for that, but am I strong enough to deal with the pressure of being anonymously criticised for what I wrote?

Hmm I hope so.

20/03/2012 - Pre-LE

What I wore before LE was released. Sorry my apartment is a lil bit messy, it's raining and i was playing dress up :)

I was trying to pull off a black-swan slash gothic-punky-girly slash Lolita vibe. I hope you'll get what I mean by that!

And oh, I so love that hairband!

And I haven't opened my LE's yet, I'm just sooooo excited to see how the package would look like this time round.

* it's still the last season's packaging you know

13/03.2012

Going classic and simple with this chic and simple Vivienne Tam dress. Nothing much going on here, I am trying to keep the whole look appropriate and calm. Eventhough the makeup is a bit edgy, somehow I managed to make it look less edgy and more feminine.

11/03/2012

I'm way too busy with college and stuffs, sometimes I don't know why on earth i'm still spending time on stardoll when I have tonnes of tasks need to be done in real life. Well, no one like to have a dose of reality when your fantasy is way far more merrier, isn't it? Wow, I do sounded like a loner, do I?

Anyway, just to be quick, I'm gonna post two pics of what I wore.

For the first outfit, I just bought this amazing jewelleries from starplaza and somehow it matches with this gorgeous Young Hollywood ensemble. I hope I won't be slammed as too sexy by showing a peek of my bra underneath it, sometimes it's okay to be a lil bit wild right?

I always love this HotBuys turban, well I love accessories so when the turban was out, I knew I gonna utilize it in many many ways. To be honest, I threw this outfit fastly just because I'm too lazy to change my makeup, it's simple and I love it as it sorta has this cool glamourous diva-ish look on it. I minimise myself from accessorizing it heavily because this dress is heavy, and I don't want the accessories eat up the gorgeous shoulder puffs.

So there you go, two outfits that I wore when I went missing from this blogging world. Yes, I'm that lazy to change my clothes, maybe because my heart is not on stardoll anymore. And hey guess what, I'm not a ss starting from yesterday, and i'm guessing it might be long days ahead before i becoming a ss again. Well we'll see.

Test

Weird.